Things are finally going a little ok. Which scares me cause whenever I get a teeny bit of relief something bad happens. It will probably be the orgo test I guess.

Whatever. We FINALLY found an apartment and I got the biggest room. 180 square feet! Its like 3 times the size of my room now. Of course its 850 a month but that will be mommys issue I guess. And I have been studying orgo all weekend and I am actually starting to understand it. I'm sure I will get to the test and be like BAAH WHAT IS THIS but I only have to get above a 50 to do well rofl. I think that would be a sign that the class is too hard but thats what cornell does!

This weekend has been fun. I have friends who want me to be with them. Its the best feeling ever. Like I had to go to three dinners tonight because people just like want me to be there. Or get fat. But I'm already fat so I guess its the former. ITS SO WEIRDDDD I'm popular. Go figure.

Speaking of my fat I'm a friggin blimp.

That is all.

UGH THE WORLD HATES ME.

two weeks ago when vincent visited i had my uti and i was also dying of piggie flu. now i am going to visit him this weekend AND I HAVE MY PERIOD. just kill me now srsly world why do you do this to me.

on the plus side i bought a e-COW-nomics poster today. it reminds me that cows are my life. cows COWSSSSSSSSS. my homework atm is a chart of all the nutrients in the cows poop. i have to figure out how much there was in the shit i fed it. and tomorrow i am dissecting something...IM SURE ITS A FRIGGIN COW. maybe its cow poop. that would just make my day.

UGH IM SO FAT AND HAVE TO PEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I go and go and go and go and there is never any relief. and paaaaaaaaain.

Also why do I still get upset when Collin talks about finding other girls. BRAIN SRSLY ONE BOY IS ENOUGH. idk though i did enjoy being obsessed over and its really sad that hes like getting over me. hes like at college now and girls are going to love him but i wanted him to just wait for me forever and ever. i am so mean omg.

GOD MY URETER BURNS






ps its a ~uti~ not a stid

Ok yes I'm bored. but i have no where else to complainnnnn. i would on facebook but my mom and other people can see that and that would be bad.

Anyways last week I had the house to myself with my parents in paris my brother at school and my sisters at camp. so vincent pretty much lived here and i pretty much never wore clothes. and we did whatever we wanted and slept all day and ate yummy nonorganic food and i was so happy. and as long as i didnt look in the mirror i felt so pretty cause being around vincent does that.

Oh and did I mention my mom gave me the ~what to do if we die~ lecture. turns out life would be pretty awesome if that happened. i mean ignoring the fact that they were dead. i would get lots of money and a house and everything. and i wouldnt have to finish school and BAH WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT THAT. i am a terrible person. shoot me now.

anyway they are back and i am miserable again.

also my birthday is coming up and everyone is like...not loving me. first of all my parents arent giving me shit cause of my trip to california. even though it was paid with frequent flier miles and i dont think it even cost them anything. and then my party is turning out to be a disaster. we were going to see harry potter when it came out but IT HAD TO EFFIN COME OUT ON A WEDNESDAY. wth so we are going on friday and i was like its really important to me if everyone could wait to see it. I MEAN ITS TWO DAYS REALLY? so yeah everyone is being jerks and like...i can watch it twice. also the friends i really want to come i havent been in contact in months because i have no idea why and its worrying me. my party is going to be like me vincent and some awkward friends i dont really want there. bah.

also im broke. and fat. and my bc is almost worn off. and my love necklace broke :'(

lol i dont even know why i wrote that no one can even read this.

CORNICHONS.

Sup.

I am back. With a qt profile layout whatever this is.

I'm rly just here to stalk sara lolz. But whatevs maybe I will post. Probably I will forget my password and be locked out again forever.

Yeah so. Talk to me.

Bye.

everyone needs to die a terrible death k n_n







goodbye

Just came to say
Goodbye love
Goodbye love
Goodbye love
Hello disease


yey for songs that like to read my mind.

So I stole a live journal game thing from Rach who stole it from Heather who *insert neverending list here*
The end 8D Now try to recognize my weirdo songs.

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Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post the first line(s) from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Bold out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!

1. [Bark bark] One day I woke up, woke up knowing today is the day I die.
2. Why don't we do it in the road?
3. I'll be the one. Guess you were lost when I met you.
4. Lets get down to business, to defeat the Huns!
5. Something just isn't right, I can feel it inside. The truth isnt far behind me, you cant deny.
6. Another turning point, a fork stuck in a road. Time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go.
7. And finally, everything worked out just fine. Christmas was saved, though there wasnt much time.
8. Boys and girls of every age, wont you like to see something strange. Come with us and you will see this our town of Halloween.
9. 525,600 minutes, 525,000 monments so dear. 525,600 minutes, how do you measure, measure a year?
10. I can not find a way to describe it, its there inside, all I do is hide.
11. Every single day, I walk down the street. I hear people say baby so sweet.
12. This time, this time. Making christmas, making christmas. Making christmas is so fine.
13. [La la la] Jack's OK and hes back OK. He's all right, lets shout. Make a fuss, scream it out, whee!
14. You go girls. We are the muses, goddesses of the arts, and proclaimers of heros.
15. Dearest darlingest Momsie and Popsicle. My dear father. Theres been some confusion over rooming here at Shiz.
16. Galinda, is it true you were her friend?
17. FIYERO! Eleka nahmen nahmen Ah tum ah tum eleka nahmen...
18. Look at this photograph, every time I do it makes me laugh.
19. Ariel, listen to me. The human world, its a mess.
20. Whats the time? Well its gotta be close to midnight. My body's talking to me, it says, time for danger.
21. How do you document real life when real lifes getting more like fiction each day?
22. Go, and hunt her. And find her. and kill her. Good fortune, witch hunters!
23. Lets go, girls. Cmon. Im going out tonight, Im feeling alright, Im gunna let it all hang out.
24. Dont breathe too deep, dont think all day. Dive in to work, drive the other way.
25. Now somewhere in the black mountain hills of Dakota, there lived a young boy named Rocky Raccoon
26. Swingin sixties here I come baby, yeah!
27. Im so tired, I havnt slept a wink. Im so tired, my mind is on the blink.
28. Im giving up, on everything because you mess me up. Dont know how much you screwed it up.
29. If theres a prize for rotton judgment, I guess Ive already won that.
30. I sense theres something in the wind, that feels like tragedies at hand.

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If anyone gets all of these...Ill give them a million bajillion kagillion bucks :o

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Omg. Words cannot express how I feel right now. Plus my hands are shaking again.

If only I could open that damn medicine bottle ;-;

I dont want to go back to school. Ever.

Auditions were terrible ;___; They were for my school musical, which is a huge deal. Last year I was cut, but the show stunk so whatever.

Anyways, the dancing part was just bad...Im not good at learning dances fast o-o

But the singing, I wanted to cry. In fact I did :D In front of my physics teacher too. Funfunfun. But all I had to do was sing this super easy and short song, and I couldnt even do that ;-; There were all of five lines, and I still forgot one. Why the heck can I sing perfectly for my kitties, but I cant sing a freaking 5 lines for Ruby >.> That phsyco. I saw her down a bottle of cough syrup o-o

I refuse to go back, Im staying home sick tomorrow. I dont care if its a day 4 and I will miss every class.

Enough ranting for now :D Like anyone reads this. I need some tylenol :*

Woo, today was fun. No school + sodaaaaa + my loser uncles 8D Lotsa fun. Ew but I dont like turkey or stuffing or cranberries or any other thanksgiving food so I just had breadddd.

OHOHOH, AND I AM OFFICIALLY A REDHEAD :*:* I have picturessss, but I dont know how to get them here so just msn me or something :P

Ew oh yea, Im down one best friend .______. Shes been really mean since I came to her stupid school, and she did a very bad thing on Tuesday and didnt even apoligize. So Im never talking to her again 8D Her stinkin mom keeps calling me to babysit though >.> Like she cant take a hint.

I dont want vacation to enddddd :P I think my friend will be mad when she sees my hair xD She loves it and I always tell her Im gunna blow it out just to bug her. Wait until she sees that I dyed it 0=)

OH YEA AND DYING WAS LOTSA FUN roflmao. Had to say that xDDD

'One more disaster I can add to my generous supply'

Okey, it's official. I'm cursed D:

One by one, every person I have known and loved has left. As much as I hate thinking about her, it started with -her-. Y'all better know who she is, because I'm not saying her name :K Anyways, then it was Ali. We were so close, and then she just...left. No goodbye or anything. The last time I saw her she pretended not to know me. That nasty little joke actually made me cry :( Then Sara. Thank the heavens she comes on one day a week, or I would have lost it a loooooong time ago. And now, Anna. The only one who could put up with my sugar-induces nonsense. The only one I could depend on always being there (until 7 pm, mind you o:) I'll miss you. :( I swear Cozz, if you ever leave I'm locking myself in a dungeon ;-;

Everyone else should...approach with caution o: Something worse might happen.

If yesterday wasn't the greatest day of my life, I don't know where I would be now ;____;

Ew I feel like a drama queen. Maybe the effects of Broadway havn't quite worn off yet ;*

( thingamathing I stole from Annakins who stole it from someone else 0=) )

Woo, like anyone will actually post anything :P

Oioioioi, Anna made me post a bad word ;____________; No one saw that :D -edits out-

Wooo, update requested by stalkerhermy 8D

Bad day :) -copy and pastes what I wrote in pof- @_@

Ack, I had a really bad day ;________; First, I was up until three because I was terrified for some weird reasons -cough-, and then I had to get up early to catch Zelda. Catching Zelda took an hour, and at one point, I was holding her and calming her down, my mom walked in and scared her and she jumped out of my hands, and her back claw went right into my finger, and it started gushing blood ;______; I just put a big ole bandaid and finally caught Zelda. Then we took her to the vet, and I started crying when I thought about what they were going to do to her (she was being declawed, by the way. And thats like having the tips of our fingers cut off ;___; ) Anyways, I really hope she is okey. And even if she is, she is going to never go near me again probably thinking I did this to her as a punishment or something. And then my mom started talking to me about my best friend and how she is moving, and how Im gunna miss her, and that just made me cry more >.> Way to go mom. Then I went home to go sleep, but my grammie calls telling me that I said I would go somewhere with her today. Dont get me wrong, -any- other day I would have loved to go, but I just wanted to sleep. I had to go though, so she took me to this store thats like the rag shop, just bigger and less for kids and more for adults, and it was an hour and 15 minutes away ;___; So we go there, look at every single thing that in that store, and wind up buying one yard of cloth to use for her something shes making. So we spent an hour in a mall, and spent $1.90. Then we went to lunch, which was good, but we sat next to the door and I froze my butt off. Then we were going home, and she just kept talking about college xD Which was good, that meant I didnt have to talk Then we stopped at this cookie store to buy cookies for halloween, and there was this girl in front of us who ordered 36 cookies, and she made the old lady who worked there change half of them because she thought they were ugly o-o (these cookies were like, those ones that are an inch thick and totally decorated with tons of pretty icing xD) So she takes like, forever to pick which ones she likes ;_; Anyways, then I get home and get to chill for a few minutes, and then I have to go to the orthodontist @_@ So now Im here and my teeth hurt And they are gunna hurt for Halloween, which is totally gunna stink @_____@ Oh, and the cut on my finger isnt closing and my mom thinks I might need stitched x.x Oh joy

Super fun, eh? Thank the heavens for Cozz and Cassikins, or I would have died :D

BOO :D

( Yeyeyey super cool survey Anners told me to do 8D  )

^ click it ;D

Whee, that was fun :P Only took a few hours xDD

Anyways, huuuuge chem test tomorrow @_@ If I dont come on msn or anything, assume I died :D

All that survey work made me hungry :* -poofs-

ps, Im sorry if that link thing doesnt work and I end up with a post three feet long xDD

Doods, I so typed liverjournal.com in the box, woops :D

Okey, so next week I have like, 50 jillion tests to take, funfunfun :* At least that means no homework today. I really wish I could find my mouse :K This stinkin mousepadlaptopthingamabob is driving me nuts :P

I am a boring head and I dont know what else to write 8D Um so bai.

Whee, first post :D

This is mainly to see how awesome Cozz made my LJ >:D

Gawsh Cozz says my LJ is mean and is missing things ;_________; Someone come and help kthx :)

Wheeee she fixed it :* ILU LIKE CUPCAKES